September , a new journey for me .
Learning to be appreciative in each day , knowing that I am blessed enough to have those who really care and love me .
During the August semester break , went back to hometown after five months time .
It feels so great to be back even just for a week .
And got the chance to visit Sandakan ( Sabah ) again for some reason .
- Thank you daddy for making it happen . -
Before I came back from Sandakan , I've made a big decision for myself for the first time in my life .
I mean , it is not a very serious one , but for me , the first time I'd have done this for my own .
I felt reluctant to left but there's no better choices so this decision was made .
你会失去一些东西，但在同一时间，你也将得到意外的收获。
Nobody was beside me for a reference when I was suffering for a solution , I ask myself ,
If not now , then when ?
Sometimes , you just have to push yourself to a harsh level and knowing that everything is depending on your own .
Think big and work hard .
Always work harder .
Not for anybody else , for yourself .
At the end of the day ,
We are all no one .
You are you ,
me , stay me .
I was surprised that I would actually do this on my own and parents was being very supportive .
What can I ask for more ? (':
Everything is going to be worthy when getting the support for le family .
A simple words , but from the bottom of my heart , thank you .
Remembering one of my colleague saying that why would I even worry for others first instead of myself .
I have no answer for that . Maybe because I care .
I care too much about them , I would do anything just to see they are happy and I will be happy too .
I guess this is what true friend being called ?
I am not sure whether I am the one , or for them , it's always not enough .
Sometimes people take things for granted .
We were once so close to each other , and today , we are so strange .
The feelings were so strange .
Nobody likes it .
Many question marks in my head , but I don't question about it any more .
Leave it be and I hope it is the best answer for all of us .
I am glad those who stay beside me when I was facing the hard times .
- You know who you are -
People always say do what makes you happy , I guess I was doing it . ( finally )
Knowing that I don't have to worry about the same thing over and over again in each day makes me happy .
Knowing that I have those who truly supporting me makes me happy .
Knowing that I have true friends who accepted me as who am I make me happy .
Learning and challenging new things in each day .
Slowly achieving the target .
I guess it's least better than not doing anything and just complaining about life sucks , that's really sucks .
Always remember one thing , slow and steady better than nothing . Heh
// Think happy , be happy //
